I have dreamed twice now that I die March 14th. I am not really sure what that means, but if it's a true omen, I was in bed this morning trying to work out my biggest regrets.
Of course, the kids-I want to see what happens, was unschooling a bad idea in the end? How does it all work out? Do they homeschool their own kids? I also want them to go out west and see more of the country. Matt can do that with my insurance money. Someone may have to push this issue in my stead when the time is right. Say by the...21st of March.
I want to see Jacki again, I would be really bummed to never ever see her again. Even if she flies up for the funeral, I won't BE there. (Save your money, J! You and the girls meet Matt and the kids somewhere out west and throw a rock in a river for me). (And for goodness sake, take a picture of it!)
Mainly, there's just stuff I want to know. How long will the van run, will the floor repair work on the camper, is Jessie going to be okay-her hips are in BAD shape and she's on meds for it. I want to know if she gets better. What happens to Kat in the end? My bet is she leaves to hunt and never returns. We notice after a week, maybe two. Do we ever move back to Tennessee?
Mainly, there's just stuff I want to know. How long will the van run, will the floor repair work on the camper, is Jessie going to be okay-her hips are in BAD shape and she's on meds for it. I want to know if she gets better. What happens to Kat in the end? My bet is she leaves to hunt and never returns. We notice after a week, maybe two. Do we ever move back to Tennessee?
I will be bummed to have not reached my weight loss goal, but at least I am on the right track and not gaining! That would be worse, I think.
There are things I want pictures of. Places I want to see. Ideas I have inside me, books I still want to read.
I can't say there ever won't be, though. I hope there never is, that I never put my camera down or decide to skip the library one day, that I never wake up one morning and realize nothing is rattling around in my head-no idea, no plans for travel, no random thoughts.
There are things I want pictures of. Places I want to see. Ideas I have inside me, books I still want to read.
I can't say there ever won't be, though. I hope there never is, that I never put my camera down or decide to skip the library one day, that I never wake up one morning and realize nothing is rattling around in my head-no idea, no plans for travel, no random thoughts.